7 days since you're gone

I just got a good news from my sister in Indonesia. She said that the person who shooted my Mother have been aressted!
Days 7..
How are you Mom?
You know, I still feel like I'm dreaming. I can't believe that you've gone Moomy. I miss you, I miss you terribly!!!
The only things that I can do when I miss you right now is praying praying and praying.. :'(

I ♥ you Moomy

To my beloved mother Maria Irawaty,

thank you for letting me sleep inside your tummy for 9months

thank you for giving me such a beautiful name

thank you for giving me a chance to choose what I want

thank you for always trying to make me happy

thank you for keep supporting me even you know I did a wrong thing

thank you for always forgiving me

thank you for always be a safest place to hide, to cry, to laugh...

I will miss your laugh

I will miss your voice

I will miss when you say "dd baik2 ya, dd satu2nya semangat mami"

I will miss every single moments with you

I will miss EVERYTHING about you..

14 February 2011, 04:20 am

Only you and GOD who knows how much I love you

So when you go..

I promise I would never cry anymore..

because I know God had prepared a nice place for you

He knows you're to important for him, so he wants you to get closer with him

He knows that a our love will stay abdide through the distance between heaven and earth

And now let me struggling for my future..

I'll show you the best I can do

I believe you will always stay here, here in my heart.. 

You are my wonder woman, I love you ♥